hAlf Alive

i learned to live half alive...

i learned to sleep without dreams...

i learned to be half of myself...

and now i learned to be nobody...

there is no point to regret

no point to turn the tide...

no point to be nobody 

then i start to think nobody better than me...

insane, lunatic, silly, mad, crazy

there is all about me...

nothing special...

always the worst ever...

damn...

now i realize...

i just creep crawling in the dark...